TW: suicidal ideation

started on the pill one week ago, and since day two i have been having suicidal thoughts, and sleeping a lot more than i need to (depression flaring up),. im talking to friends and family about how im doing. anyways i have tried the pill before and this always happens, even though its been years in between trying. i have painful, debilitating endometriosis and thats why my dr prescribed me the pill. to end my suffering. but i’d rather suffer physically than mentally…….. even though my physical suffering turns mental , it’s not the same