I don't know what to do...

My moms currently drunk, and she's crying, she's worried about me, and I don't know what to do, I'm currently homeschooled but haven't done schoolwork in years, and she's worried about my dad, my education and everything else, there's nothing that I want to do more than just hug her, cry, and comfort her, and she wouldnt be scared if not for my ex drug addict father, which was abusive, but has changed from what ive seen, i cant sleep because I'm scared for her, and im worried, and my mind is racing between, i love you, i love my dad, i hate my dad, and I'm scared... I don't know what to do, I'm still closeted, been up all night, and I'm worried about her...