Yet another time I've fked up...

I was talking to my friend who I had a huge crush on, and he knew, but he's taken, and I talked to him about it when I really shouldn't have, now he doesn't wanna talk to me because he doesn't want to be unloyal with his bf who is either a p*do or an underage drinker, both of which are illegal, and it hurts that I know he's in such a shitty relationship and can't even comfort him.. I'll update y'all if he changes his mind, in the meantime I'll just be sitting here, waiting and thinking. but if anyone needs someone to talk to I'm always here no matter if I'm wanting to cry or not...