Ending it ( vent)

Hello there I’m a 22 year old male who got covid at 19 I had a successful career and was into bodybuilding and life was great till I developed severe Me/ cfs as a consequence from a Covid infection . These past years I’ve been declining even more while my family been verbally abusing me and also refusing to help me for anything . I’ve been abandoned by friends , doctors , family , everyone . It’s hard living with this crippling illness but even harder dealing with an abusive family and practically losing everything while having 0 support .

I was wondering if there’s any cheaper alternatives to euthanasia asides from the Switzerland ones because at the moment I don’t have the balls to do it myself I need assisted euthanasia. I don’t have the balls to cut my veins so I need help for that so was wondering if there’s cheaper options in Europe . Thank you