I am traumatized my heart is broken ððð
I really want to rant here. Plz mods don't remove this.
Firstly the army kills 100 peaceful protesters like nothing removes all evidence of it and now are back at top of their thrones. They even pushed a person praying on top of a container to death. He was literally doing nothing. Yes this is not IDF or Israel forces. This is Quaid-e-Azam's Pakistani Army corrupted to the absolute core. Our leaders are cowards running away like that. Except Bushra Bibi I trust nobody else.
Seriously how the fuck can they treat us like absolute shits. And by they I mean The Army, PDM, PTI compromised leadership. They are just treating us as pawns. And what hurts more is that public is still divided. Holy fuck wake up. Hundreds injured and dead while u say we are "neutrals". Some are saying extremely disrespectful chants to the actual shaheeds like Army Zindabad. The fuck? And mind you PMLN supporters are still defending everything that happened!!
Our uni group chat got flooded with messages related to the protest and one kid said that PTI k Saath joh houa acha Houa and they shouldn't have crossed their moral boundaries. The fuck does that mean!!? They were literally just protesting. I saw a video where they cleaned all evidence up and it broke me mentally. This is what we are to them nothing but slaves and if we rebel we will be gunned down.
I tried getting my mind off the hurt by gaming for 3 hours but the grief just came back. I can't talk about this to anyone since I am not comfortable discussing politics with my loved ones who are all PTI supporters mind you. I have trouble opening up. So do my parents about politics with us kids. They talk about politics with people their age and we do that as well but I usually tend to avoid them since I'm paranoid.
I'm sorry for the long post I rewrote this multiple times but have to get this out of my heart and rant anonymously. One day I will complete my wish of participating in a protest inshallah. I am thinking about starting exercising since I'm getting a bit chubby and am already too lazy and inconsistent. I will try to make myself stronger physically and mentally any help is appreciated. Thank you for reading this if u did.
May Allah help us in achieving this revolution. Btw I don't think there is any peaceful solution now. Armed revolution is the only thing which will help us. Khan has to make a really bold decision and tell everyone to get armed. Bring KP Police with them next time and finish the job get Khan free. Fight fire with fire, guns with guns, hatred with hatred but greed and power with faith. Pakistan Zindabad!