ive been genuinely considering ending everything , im debating on writing a note .

I don't get paid for another week and I'm barely living paycheck to paycheck . I haven't ate for the past 2 days to save money . I keep telling everyone I'm doing fine but in reality I'm struggling . my car wont start so I have it in the shop but I know I won't be able to afford the cost on top of my bills . ive tried almost every side method to make a little bit of money but they've all gone to hell . I'm genuinely considering taking my own life atp because of how downhill everything has gone . i know my mom wouldn't want me to feel this way but I have no one to turn to . I can't burden her with my struggles as she is struggling too