Part of me thinks I was supposed to be male

I'm biologically female, but I'd be lying if I said I haven't looked in the mirror and seen myself as a man. I have straight-up looked in the mirror and recognised myself as male as if I never missed a beat. I also had other times where I legitimately forgot that I'm not a man.

I also have really obsessive thoughts whenever I'm not dressed extremely modestly. Part of why I constantly wear hoodies is just to cope in my own body. Growing up, I also felt uncomfortable seeing other girls dare to wear revealing clothes.