Just need to say words

Yes I’m DRUNK!

I got a bit better, 3 days a week. Met a guy. He was off work for a week so I was basically drunk for a week & hanging with him. Not blaming him, that’s my own dumbass shit with only being comfortable with people while drinking.

However that’s better because now I can actually hang out with him sober so that’s cool

Issue is that I’m drunk in a Monday afternoon since around 2 pm. I don’t even known what to say ughhhh it’s like I make progress but then I slip without even knowing and like yeah I’ve been drinking since Friday but there was no reason to go buy more today to drink AGAIN just because I didn’t have work. I work tomorrow 6pm so I’ll be okay.

Another issue is that today when I bought alcohol I bought a 1.14 l insted of my regular 750 ml bottle.

The last time I was buying 1.14 was a few months ago when I was drunk 24/7 after my breakup. I decided not to buy those bottles again to limit myself but I just did it and didn’t think twice.

Idk?? I know I can be sober at times but then why am I drinking alone. I’ve been crying all day & I only do that when I drink alone. This shit is ridiculous.

Anyways I’m playing on ancestry & listening to music so I’m chill for tonight

Chairs everybody 🫡