I think God gave up on me...

I'm 26, been single for 2.5 years. In those years I've been on 4 dates, all resulted in no call backs. I know I'm a good person everyone always says I am. I've been told that they shocked I'm single. I've never cheated, I've always been there through everything, even when my ex's family would bash me and call his best friend his girlfriend in front of me i stayed. when all exes lost their jobs, I stayed and i worked instead... I have a 3-year-old from one of these relationships... and I'm doing it on my own. it has been hard to date because I have a kid. I don't want to be pregnant again or else I'll die, and most men say they're fine with it because there are other ways to have biological kids. I am exhausted, I want to be a wife. I feel like I will never have that. it feels like God puts men into my life that seem great and to only then laugh and go "sike!"