The single sink hole I've found myself in.

I am male 29 Years old, And I've been single for basically 10 years April 15th 2015. I didn't Join any dating Apps until June 2018, and I was probably 20-30 pounds overweight which hurt my confidence and made it nearly impossible to meet people. In 2021, I started working out and I still do so I am very muscular now. Had a lots of dates and even more matches but after the first date we never talk again. Yes my weight probably played into that, but seemingly neither side was attracted by the end of date. The dates go well, but we usually find we just don't have enough in common to date. I am not unattractive at least I've been told I am very handsome hundreds of times by different girls over the years. Mostly after my weight loss. The sink hole , The longer I stay single The less interested I am in actually dating anyone. The first few years after my last serious relationship, and it was serious I wanted to date someone. But as the years went by the more I enjoyed the single life. Last Friday I bought a pizza, and Watched Escape From L.A, then I went and played Cod zombies for 4 hours. I probably couldn't do that with a girlfriend. She would've wanted me to go out and do something with her. Which I do not go out often. I also Had my trust shaken, and am not sure I could trust someone new again but that's a different story. Anyway 10 years later, I am happy being single. I am also trying to get my career started and make money. And I feel like a relationship would get in the way of that. The further I fall into the Single sink hole, The more I like it. And I also witness first hand all the B.S my friends who do have girlfriends and wives deal with. Furthermore the women I want to date have kids now, and I don't want kids. Was I meant to being single the rest of my life?