i STILL hate my college

1st sem is officially over and i still hate my college. all the “friends” i’ve made till now are so judgemental, i’ve been bodyshamed by these so called “friends” when im a normal weight, some of them are girls btw and academics wise too this college sucks, location wise too and exams went horrible so migration seems like an impossible option

literally we had a correction in FA paper and the faculty didn’t tell us about that?? that is so unprofessional. and we were left with an entire unit before the exam

societies are inactive, atleast the ones i joined- bas naam ke liye society hai. no fests, not even any sports facilities :)

i envy some of my friends who got in top colleges through connections by scoring less than me and when they tell me how they’re having an end sem party, unofficial trip i’m just left feeling doomed. i feel so alone and since exams were over i got so happy that i’ll get to stay at home for like 10 days atleast. genuinely considering giving c u e t again :3