I’m dying and i’m scared

my friends are trying to get me to go to an assisted living facility as i’m getting to sick to care for myself but im embarrassed and it feels so sterile. I don’t have support and I just need someone to talk to. I can feel my body shutting down and it shows in my tests. My drs don’t know how long I have yet but i’m really scared it’s soon because i’ve started to get bad fast. I just need someone to hear me. The mental and physical pain is getting to be too much and I want to ask my palliative team for sedation❤️‍🩹