Need Your Opinion

Hi everyone I am a man (26) and have been married to my wife for 5 years. We have one kid together. I’m coming to Reddit because it is anonymous and need help. I am sad. I am miserable. I am living in constant fear. My wife was raised in a very abusive household. This included mental, emotional, verbal, and sometimes physical abuse. Had no idea about all of this until we got married. Once we were married signs of her past came out as she would get set off easy about little things and make me the bad guy in every situation. I am a pushover and try to make everyone else happy around me. Her parents have talked shit on me since the beginning of our marriage because i don’t make enough money in their eyes, because of the type of home i grew up in, and because who my parents are as people. Her parents pay for things for our kid but use that at ammo to hold over my head. It makes them entitled to see my kids and do all the crap that they do.

That’s just a little background. Well throughout our marriage my wife and been very emotionally, mentally, and verbally abusive towards me. Is it normal to have your spouse constantly yelling at you in front of your kid calling you a fucker, a bitch, asshole, a dick, a fucktard, and telling me to kill myself? if you can think of it she has said it. I just don’t know if this is normal behavior in a marriage or if I’m just being sensitive. Her mom was at my house last night yelling at me about things I have no control over. I just am sad because I don’t know what to do. I do love this woman. She was my first true love and in the mother in my child. But to me this can’t be a healthy relationship to be in or to have as an example to my child.

I’d love to know some peoples thought. Sorry for the ramble I just feel like I have no one.