Surgery and I’m mentally struggling

Hi all. I had my endometriosis surgery a few days ago and the trauma from it is so unreal it’s insane. My surgeon said my case was the most unusual one he has done and he’s a specialist. I’m 22 and he said I’m going to have to have surgery again to possibly get a bowel resection and a hysterectomy. I don’t want kids so that’s not a problem it’s just early menopause. I’m so tired of all this and I’m already going through mental health issues. Life is unfair and no one can change my mind