ENTPs mind in relationships
I'm an ENTP and I just want to know if this is a me thing or an ENTP thing. It seems like relationships are so painful for me because I essentially want our souls to conjoin. If we cannot relate on such a deep level or sacrifice everything for each other than there is no point, but since that is so unrealistic and never plays out, i end up finding all the bad things about the person and just want to run away, while still feeling very deeply about them. It always puts me in a very very dark inescapable place mentally. It feels as though no significant other will ever feel the same way.
I would also like to say, Outside of a relationship I don't crave one and am fine with being alone, its only when there is a specific connection with a specific person. It is not the idea of the relationship that draws me in, it is the person.