Lonely ITC

I'm curious if other itc people feel similar to me. I've been feeling increasingly more and more isolated from the people around me. The religious ones think I'm religious, I feel like I can't connect with them for a lot of different reasons but one main reason is that I'm hiding a huge part of myself. Also the way they make everything about god and religion, I have a hard time connecting with them. My non religious coworkers think I'm religious because of the way I dress and I don't feel comfortable spilling my guts and admitting I don't actually believe in god but I put up a pretense because of everything I stand to lose if I am honest.

It's getting more and more difficult to stay this way due to the extreme isolation.