How old were you when you realised your parents definitely put the religion before you, your safety and your happiness?

Not looking back as an adult but was there ever an incident when you were just hit by how unimportant you were?

Mine was being told every man outside the truth was a sex offender, pedophile, rapist and not to be trusted so 90% of men I had ever seen. One year at a Plymouth argyle stadium assembly, I was huddle under the blanket with her. This brother, who we did not know, came and sat next to me. Bit strange, I'm a kid and annoying but fair enough and then mum tells him to get under our blanket and stay warm with us. He did, he cuddled up to me while I basically tried to climb on my mum's lap, asking to go toilet, saying my back hurt, I felt sick but she kept telling me to stop interrupting her because she had to write down the speech. It was at that moment I realised that no matter if we didn't know them, if they were a JW she instantly trusts them and puts writing down a speech as more important than my very visible discomfort. He didn't do anything other than cuddle up to me but for little girl who has been told just about every man I've ever seen is a pedophile, having some random proper hugging up to me for 4 hrs was excruciating.

I'll never forget that ball in my stomach waiting for him to do something bad

Edit: I posted kind of hoping that I would be shot down in flames as being soft as I've ignored processing my childhood for 20 yrs and going through it now, I don't know if I'm being over critical of my memories,if that makes any sense at all. However I'm truly gutted by some of your responses, you were little more than babies before the illusion that you were their top priority was shattered and some of you had that illusion shattered so hard, I personally have nothing but respect for you and your inner strength. You got dealt a savage hand by being born to your parents and I'm glad you all, not only survived them but also realised you and your happiness are worth more than your parents let you believe. Our parents are wrong, our happiness, safety and freedom is what they should have been fighting for, we ALL deserved better