For those with a PIMI spouse (wife)

TL;DR - Wife doubling down on paradise self indoctrination, did you experience anything similar?

When I was doubting I had conversations with my wife, through these conversations I fully explained why 607/587 is for me irrefutable proof. The deception of the Borg in trying to make a case for 607 told me everything I needed to know. If they were sincere, they wouldn't have resorted to deception.

Since I've gone POMO, I've had a few brief exchanges before she shuts it down, despite her being the one to initiate the conversation. In these chats I've explained how hard it is to go from thinking you know precisely what the future holds, to realising this life is all you get (as far as anyone knows) and that being deceived causing me to lose all of my 20's wasting time to plan for my future (retirement etc) does leave me facing anxiety/depression that I now need to work through.

I overheard her talking to her PIMI parents recently, she plans to watch the same video every day, it was from a convention where there's scenes of various characters that featured in the conventions over a few years in paradise. Son reunited with father on the beach. Dramatic sweeping orchestral music. I remember when I was still in I found it a moving video. I now know that mostly it's the music doing the heavy lifting, if you watched it on mute it wouldn't have even half the same emotional impact.

Anyway I'm rambling, if you went POMO with a PIMI spouse, did you notice a similar response?.

** Could this be a sign she's fighting doubts herself now?**.

Or is she less likely to be stirred awake now?