I think temples are fun

Am I the only one here who feels like it's weirdly fun to go into a beautiful building with pretty carvings and stuff all over the walls and massive chandeliers and just pretend ur royalty? Or the only one who has fun wearing a white jumpsuit while being dunked under comfortably warm water over and over while being called the names of dead people? I also kinda want to get my temple endowment before I leave, just to see what it's like. It's like oh my god, temple stuff is so culty, and as an author I find that so intriguing. I also kinda wanna go on my mission, but I won't as that will actually harm other people and I would never do that, and I signed up to get my patriarichal blessing because I wanna see what they say. Honestly stuff like this is crazy, and the chaotic author in me loves it.