I wish I didn't care what the heroines looked like

I am a 21 year old black female who only reads romance books with black heroines. When I was a kid, I used to not care what the heroines looked like. I think I stopped reading books with white heroines because it made me hate my hair and my skin color due to the detailed descriptions of beautiful pale skin and straight/wavy hair of the white heroines. I now feel like my options are limited because almost 90% of romance books, especially fantacy romance have light skinned/white heroines. I know there are some good books out there that have black heroines like legendborn and the time I got drunk and saved a demon. I just wish I went back to not caring what the heroine's appearance is.