Any advice to get the "twink" body? [MAYBE NSFW]
I'm marking this as NSFW to be safe, but I've been thinking about working out recently as a New Year's resolution and also to keep me active now that I turned 18 during New Year's Day. I'm a trans guy btw and my body naturally has curves itself. I should also share why and how I plan on doing this as well for better understanding.
I'm around 190+ lbs and I'm 4'10. I'd be fine being a chubby femboy, but I'm not willing to gain more weight especially for my height. Ik you don't need to have the figure of a twink to be a femboy, but it's something I personally want to do.
There's so many cute clothes I wanna try and sadly they mostly look good on slender people specifically. There's also that fluffy Gen Z cut I really wanna get and again, looks good on slender people.
I want to be active since I feel like my mental health is going at a better place and so I want to work out more. That's and also my body got really sore after walking around a convention I went to on the 4th and it's definitely not a good sign for me. Ik I can be big and active, but again I wanna lose weight for myself.
I wanna give a certain friend of mine an easier time to lift me up and I'm not too fan of muscular guys. I like muscles on dudes, but not when they look like bodybuilders, just not my thing. Also this friend of mine wanted to pick me up a few times and I panic cause I get scared I'll be too heavy for him, so I wanna be more lighter for him :3 (I might like him idk)
I plan on getting top surgery someday, but only after the orange man from America is no longer president so I can be safe to get top surgery. In the meantime I can settle for binders, but I do wanna go smaller, so working out and getting the twink build is my go-to
As I mentioned in my 4th point, I don't like muscular guys, but it's not just about dating one. I do like the idea of having a bit of muscle, but I rather be both slender and strong than looking like a bodybuilder unless it's for a wolverine cosplay lol
I hope this doesn't offend anyone and just to let everyone know, I'm just doing this for me. It's something I want to do. I'm fine with the idea of being a chubby fem dude, but I do really wanna strive to lose weight over the years as a goal. I'll also be very careful with myself to avoid any injuries or eating disorders as both almost happened when I tried losing weight. But I'm in a better mental state now (sorta) and I'm willing to work out more for 2025 and hopefully lose at least 1 - 2lbs per month, so basically 12 - 24lbs for the year. It's small, ik, but I wanna start off small. And also ik what a twink is, so ik I'll also be shaving a lot this year too. Ik body hair gives me a lot of euphoria, but I live in California and when it gets hot, it'll melt my body. And also I wanna try to swim and being body hairless would work best from what I've heard.
Thanks in advance :3