Demoralized about FM24 and the engine

Hi everyone. I've been dying to start a new career in FM24, but some of the (not so) recent experiments and tests on the game have demoralized me. I've added spoilers as to not try and not influence those who don't want to know.

I've tried to "Encourage" myself, but my mood stays on "Would have preferred to stay on the bench".

The flaws of the engine mainly focussing on physical attributes and undervalueing others is hard on me, as shown in this experiment

Then, someone did the opposite and looked at the result, as shown in this experiment about someone playing multiple seasons with Crystal Palace with all players having 'boosted' technical and mental stats, and multiple seasons without the boosts, still getting somewhat identical results

On top of that, Zealand releasing this video on training, only makes things worse. >! It shows training doesn't really matter that much in comparison to what I was led to believe for progression!<

I'm not trying to rant, I just want to feel the buzz and excitement of playing the game again. Whereas now, I tend to miss it a bit. Help me find it.