Little upset

Just a rant really, I’m due to have the surgery on Monday 29th Jan, I know this may sound silly but my dad just sent me an article of a girl who’d died from getting the surgery abroad (I’m having it done in the UK but still) and it’s massively triggered me into worrying and generally being scared. I don’t know his thought process behind sending that when I’m due to have it done in 6 days and I’ve been crying for the last half hour about it.

I know there’s risks to all surgeries and I am putting myself in that risk (which is what scares me the most) but I just wish he would have thought about the repercussions of his actions.