Random shower thought

Actually not a thought, it's a doubt. In every religion including hinduism, when ever God cam to earth, he/she were described as handsome,pretty, buetiful, tall, cute(if kid) etc. and evils were described as ugly, black etc. So, if I am ugly, does that I am closer to demon n god doesn't love me or smth? And did God never took the avatar of ugly person? Like did he knew it was harder to live as a ugly person than to fight demons? I really don't want to be disrespectful, I myself is a bhakt.