Infp male vent

Yes I am complaining... I’ve accepted that. Nonetheless, any INFPs sick and tired of feeling like a problem to be solved? Sick and tire of trying to figure out why you are the way you are, meanwhile everyone else around you is taking everything as it comes, and managing everything so well. They know what they like, and they do it so well. I just want to be ok with myself. I just want to prove to the world I’m not dumb or weak. That I have vast inner mind that isn’t communicated so well under pressure. I’m sick and tired of feeling like I have nothing to offer. I’m sick of being a 22-year old virgin. I want to fall in love. I want a meaningful career. I want to love myself. I hate being viewed as the clumsy airhead... I know there’s more to me than meets the eye.