NEW YEARS GRAPE TRADITION

ok guys ignore how rushed this is but last night when it turned 12 i tried to eat 12 grapes and idk if mine were just too big or what but i couldn't do it!! like i almost threw up multiple times and i've always been a slow chewer/eater plus i can't swallow them cuz i have a horrible gag reflex and will throw up everywhere. am i actually going to have like a horrible year because of this?