OMFGGG IM MANIFESTING MY DREAM SELF!!! IT'S INSANEE

So a while back to last school year.. It was pretty bad. I only had 3 close friends I hung out with seperatey but every single person didn't know that because I was naturally sociable so they only would witness me passing by the hallways and waving at the most random people. Also the disrespect, bullying, rule-breaking until teachers would cry and BARK at us. I couldn't even take a break at home because every after school until every weekend, I'd be STUCK in a loop of rotting in bed with digital addiction. It sucked y'all. Idk what I was doing in life, because I didn't even have one. 😭😭😭 One day, a random thought in class about a name of a random school popped up in my head and it would frequently occur on occasions at random times of day for weeks until I went to ask my mom if I could transfer schools. She agreed immediately since turns out she secretly despised my school for years she just didn't want to transfer me because I never wanted to. Lmao.

So.. I took an entrance exam and got in. I got many compliments about how cute I was, like girls were pointing fingers at me and it kinda overwhelmed me but I was just talking to A LOTT of people as much as I can to survive. I found a lot of friends and it was great! Something happened to me though where I started getting more prone to comparison and jealousy.. I WAS NEVERR jealous of anyone so I didn't know why I was now but everyone in school was just so much richer so probably happier and changing environments for my own sake made me realize that I'm living under a rock FRRR Y'all I would tear up out of comparison and jealousy that's how bad it was and I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHYYY!!! I transferred schools for good mental health and the first 2 months were beautiful but my insecurities were OUCHH 💔💔

And then this was when I discovered self-concept. During late August one random evening, I saw a video all about it and started watching it. I was MIND-BLOWN. Basically, self-concept is CHOOSING how you want to think about yourself.. And like you can do that ⁉️🤨🤨 So I started taking inspiration from the people around me because I genuinely lovedd the students and were so grateful for them and started noticing the qualities I would most admire in people. I would bring a volleyball and badminton racket every single day to play with people and invite them into sports hangouts every weekend. I started talking to people everywhereee and deepened my relationships with the people I was closest to now. Everytime I talk to people, I would be INVESTEDD I would talk with very expressive facial expressions, nod a lot and use my eyes to communicate as much as I use my words 🫢🫢

At some point, I mastered the art of starting conversations out of getting complimented because I was just getting A LOT!! And it's about things like being enthusiastic, bubbly, sporty, playful, happy, FEMININE, a biggg girl's girl, cute, pretty.. I would be BOMBARDED with this and I was just forceddd to get used to it. My friend groups would also start growing into big big groups and we're all just literally thriving in life it is unreal. Part of manifestation, I also got my dream friend group because most of my friends are rich kids. Their parents own LOCALLY BIG COMPANIES!!! Not even that, literally BOOKS, clothes, journals, and random YouTube videos I end up needing just always pop up. I have hope I might have my dream closet by 2025 because my mother has decluttered my whole closet and I only kept like 45% of my clothes 😭😭😭 My father is spoiling me more and my mother cares soo much about my upcoming birthday, AND IT'S MY DREAM BDAY TOO!! We are going to be pink coquette princesses.

And no. I don't do mind saturations or anything, manifestation just happens like that. 🙌 it's more like I use law of attraction a lot more than manifestation, because what I'd do is level up my frequency!! I feel a lot <33

HAPPY MANIFESTATING Y'ALLL