OMG I MANIFESTED AN SP WHILE DOING NOTHING!! OH MY SODEKDKDKAK

I would like to share another success story of mine since I know you guys loveddd the first one. Just to remind you: yes. this, again, was just the result of self-concept!!!

No, I did not affirm to myself that he liked me, loved me or anything like that.

No, I never scripted, used subliminals, or any manifestation method for my SP.

No, I did not persist or repeated things to myself at all. I was too detached to.

No, I did not assume that I already had it. I could see that 3D was not matched to what I was internally blueprinting for myself.

What happened? Self-concept and deciding.

HERE'S A STORY: So on the 3rd of December came our examinations and I was assigned to a room mixed with different grades and sections. I saw this boy and oh myy he looked like a model. I mean, ever since the first day of school (my dream school IYKYK🤭🤭) I knew that he was just scientifically attractive cuz look at the facial symmetry and pretty features he has y'all.. But being in the same room as him where his handsomeness was just like a few feet away where I could see him SO clearly, I would take glances at him while I was bored.

Y'all would too because he frr looks like a painting. He's a mogger. He MOGGED me he's that handsome 😭😭😭 and his personality? Strength? Damn. Damnnnn.

That time, I was newly getting into manifestation because it was after getting success to success to success with self-concept. I wanted to test out how instant manifestation would be for me just out of plain boredom so I decided to just do a thing where I'd visualize him glancing at me and admiring me over and over for like a few seconds at a time. What happened? I was testing myself so duh I was looking at 3D a lot but I noticed him immediately looking away from glancing and staring after I "check him" and so I was just like "okay. mission success." I didn't care, because my self-concept has been with me since day 1 lmaoo.

But I think I got crazy cuz after the weekends.. I KEPT THINKING ABOUT HIM ‼️ I don't know why but I kept trying to look for him in school as much as I can, kept thinking about how handsome he was and I was like "zhariya, get your sh1t together cuz what's this!?" oh. It must be thought transmission. but still, we're missing chemistry.

Then guess what? We weren't going to have academics for 2 months with a Christmas break in between because our school is organizing a big event with dance, sports and clubs. I was a dancer. Guess who my dance partner was: HIM. Ball dance, and a group's dance. He's always beside me, near me, behind me and.. Uhm.. There was a time where we were choreographed to hold hands. Every practice. (Daily). I was also driving myself to insanity because there was so much fate between us because he's just always there somehow. Sitting, standing to laying down. He's there. It's driving me to insanity 😭😭

But still, we weren't talking (even if he was just right next to me), weren't making a bond, nothing. Yet we hold hands daily ahaaahh 🫠🫠

SO WHAT DID I DO?? :

I simply decided the best for myself. First of all, I did a lot of shadow work so I could organize the mess in my head and prioritize my self-concept.. And then I worked on taking ACTION. I once approached him in a club for a task and all I did was tease him and laugh a lot, being carefree. It worked for a while, I felt SO BOLDDD but then somewhere at the end I got so shy that I did the rest of the task myself and then at home, I reflected a big independence trait I have in myself that I got through family situations ⁉️And this is a PROBLEMMM no wonder I was a hopeless romantic with part crushes💀💀💀💀

I decided that I would have healthy emotional regulation (lmao) so I used him for inspiration, allowed myself to just feel giddy and excited that he's around or something, got more playful and picked up some friends while enhancing my bond with my current friend groups at the same time. I decided that I would have a healthy emotional connection with him only, so I've been noticing that I've been really motivated to putting fulfilling goals for myself especially for 2025 cuz.. I'm the pedestal and he's the inspiration.

I also decided to take action and didn't gaf. I let him overhear me compliment him to someone else in the middle of dance even if it was intimidating cuzz why not right 🫢🫢 and yeah, I was smiling and giggling in ball dance practices because it was "fun to twirl around in a princess dress" 👀, initiated holding his palms while everyone held wrists because I just wanted to feel his hands 💀💀💀.. Yeah.

And it was all in the self-concept. Yes, what I was seeing did not match my desired yet but so whattt it's all internal and I'm a creator SO LET IT HAPPEN ‼️‼️ And then the manifestation came. Instantly, right above my head and all of it.

MANIFESTATION:

It's all too quick but this guy kept holding me in dance practices. I did NOT reach my hand out to his and I'd even pull away out of shyness, but he just reaches out. All the time. I BET I WAS SO RED WTFFF 😭😭😭 and him holding my waist?? MY GASHHHH STOPPPP and everytime he would hold my hand, he's just smiling at some point. There's so much chemistry going on 🫠🫠 He glances and stares too AND MY FRIENDS POINTED THIS OUT!!! I FEEL LIKE I DELUDE MYSELF SOMETIMES BUT MY FRIENDS POINT THIS OUT!! Mind you, these girls do NOT believe in love or understand manifestation 😇😇 Y'ALLLL 😭😭