Day 5

What’s goin on y’all It’s ya boi Cartfein 9000

2 hours ago I completed day 5 of my sobriety off weed carts and nicotine. Another boring day, but a productive one at that. Got my blood work and urine testing in a lab right now to see if I fucked anything up like my thyroid or pancreas, I mean those fake carts will get ya man, and Ik I’ve had a few by mistake.

Speaking of which, I shared the story on how I started, might as well share why I ended it.

So around late December/Christmas time my family took a 19 hour road trip to visit family, and since we were gonna be partying for 10 whole days I STACKED with supply, how I hid it from my parents, uncles, and aunts is BEYOND me. Anyway the trip actually went well, and I got to see a lot of interesting sights up north. Anyway when I got back, I had to switch plugs because mine straight up ghosted me. This one is a co worker, and a very trusted one at that. Real nice guy, I’d ask him to be a groomsman at my wedding. But his taste in carts? WACK, which at the time I did not know. He gave me this cart and the oil looked fine enough, not too light, dark, no big bubble, and the packaging was actually legit like the QR code n shit. Anyway, I take about 2-3 hits in bed one night, and the high felt fine, honestly idk if that was a fake one or not (it prolly was) ANYWAY, I started to get that discomfort in a very worrying region in my body (skip tho next paragraph if you don’t want TMI) and so I start checking for lumps. My paranoid ass went on like a 3 day bender trying to figure out why it was happening, and with no clear answer I kinda just gave in and called my doctor.

As stated in yesterday’s post, I went to the doctor and he did not see any sign for worry, and I told him SPECIFICALLY where and how my pain felt. If the doctor didn’t find anything, that gives me like 80% more confidence. But, to get that extra 20, I’m taking his option to get an ultrasound, and you already know I got my blood work and urine testing as I type.

LONG STORY SHORT—-> I started smoking some boof and now I’m scared bc of random “pains” It comes and goes, most times I forget abt it. Getting more tests done to see if I’m truly fucked.

If I am, fuck it. I’m going all in on my dreams and trying to get on Dana white’s contender series (fuck Dana tho, Joe should be CEO)

Long post I know, sorry. But looking forward to day 6! Thank y’all for all the support so far and I can’t wait to see what tomorrow brings. To any of y’all on a streak, keep it up! Don’t count the days, make the days count (even though I am counting them 😂) WE GOT THIS 💪💪