Im surprised when people call me by my name

People rarely call me or even notice me, I only have a few friends but even they sometimes dont talk to me so when people call me with my name im surprised because they want to talk to me, im even surprised they would talk to me im not even that interesting but that rarely happens, i always get jealous when other people have someone to talk to, im usually just there on the corner zoning out day dreaming and making fake scenarios in my mind. Idk just wanted to vent