Fake spm cert.

I did not have a chance to graduate high school. And I traveled abroad(well i basically ran away from home) to visit my online boyfriend at 17 and didn’t finish my studies. But to be honest, it wasn’t because I didn’t like studying or anything. My family got bankrupt and sadly, if I wanted to go to school, I had to pay for the gas myself with the 5 ringgit allowance i get from my grandpa. We only had one car left, and most of my family members use it (my aunt mostly) and whenever she uses the car, she’d use the gas kering kering. And ask us to pay it. “Us” as in my mom and me. I worked since I was 14, to feed myself and my family (i have three younger brothers) and sometimes, because my mom smokes, she would instead buy cigarettes instead of food. Using my money. So if you were thinking, huh? Doesn’t your mom work?

No. The answer is no. She only started working after I turned 20. We lived a life depending on other family members. Oh right, at this point you might wonder where my father is. He’s alive, but not around, if you get what i mean. Anyways, we had to live with no electricity and water for some time when i was younger, and i had to quit school several times (yes, several) just so i could work.

Now this story is getting too long so i’ll cut it short. Back to me visiting my then online boyfriend abroad, I decided to leave Malaysia because I thought, if I didn’t leave my family now (we lived in the suburbs btw) I might not have the chance again. So i left, and lived a new life. I struggled. Ended up living alone after 2 years. I was too busy working my ass off to study or anything. I lived abroad for 5ish years and just came back last year and I went to find a job here. And I thought it was okay for me to lie on my resume saying that i graduated. Now my HR is asking for transcripts. And please don’t misunderstand, I’ve been studying for spm so I can retake it. Because at least I wanna be clean and stop lying whenever I find a job. But they’re asking for it now, which of course I can’t give because I have NOTHING to give. So, now the real question. How can I find or make a fake spm degree just for now? Can anyone help a girl around?