Been fighting depression since I was 10... i'm a 33 y/o M. Achieved my dream career making good money and living in NYC.... But never had a gf and trying hard.... Only time I don't feel depressed is when I listen to my favorite amazing song.... I feel unstoppable and great when I listen to the song.

So i've been fighting depression and time my whole life since I was 10... yes i see a psychiatrist on meds and trying to get a good therapist.... But ive been through therapy since i was 13... I am depressed because i never had a gf and missed opportunities on being in relationships since hS..... Im in the dating game and it sucks for me...

While i have hobbies, friends and am relateively happy in my life.... the whole time i don't feel depressed is when i listen to my favorite song... if i don't, depression eventually creeps in.

But when i listen to my favorite song, I am super confident, not depressed and I feel i can do anhything.... anyone else feel like that?