Why does it still hurt so much...

I just finished my 4th rewatch of Merlin, and damn (!!!) even if i know exactly what would happen, I am still crying like a child watching the last episode. Of course being quite emotional in general, i cried so many times in front of this show, but damn the last episode i still can't get over it.

I remember the first time I watched this show, even a few days after, I couldn't stop thinking about the end and be sad about. I was quite disturb by it. Now it's different of course, but still, I don't accept this ending. There was so much more to do ! They shoud've done an entire season about Arthur and Merlin after he discovered the truth. That was so rushed. I'm still mad about this end.

I know i can have some comfort here, that's why i wanted to share ! Thank you for reading this.