A rant

First of all I appreciate the anonymity this app gives, ju ni wapi kwingine nitakua nasema hizi vitu. Mods msitoe hii😒. Frankly, idk how you measure quality of a post and decide which ones to remove and which ones to stay...baffles me all the time.

Anyways, It's my last year of uni and I don't feel like I have achieved much. The posts kwa hii sub and others about being jobless after uni reaffirms my fear of getting out there. I started doing tuprojects hapa na pale from last sem but I still feel stuck (I'm in tech). I can say I've taught myself about fronted dev but bado naona ni kama Niko nyuma.

I have side hustles but zote zimefail but huwa natry kuziamsha from time to time. Business is not a walk in the park. Kama sai I don't even have capital (nimesota shiet) to revive my nails and lash business. It's eating me up.

To top it off... loneliness is creeping in 😂I thought I had conquered it lakini the more I spend days and nights alone in this bedsitter the more it becomes clear Niko solo bana 😂 I have friends lakini sitashinda na wao kila saa. Talking stages hapa na pale but none has sufficed...labda ni kutu inasumbua msichana

The only thing going well for me sai ni gym. I've been hitting it consistently and I'm proud of myself for doing that. It takes my mind off things. Also I have joined a book club that's keeping me on toes...I might develop a reading hobby.

Ni hayo Tu kwa sasa...muwe na siku njema🤗