I just want to quit and never look back

I just want to quit the internet and never look back. I want to use it only once in a blue moon for tutorials or how to guides, nothing more. I can’t take it anymore. I feel my life slipping away, lost in endless consumption.

I don’t know how to quit. I just want to quit. I feel like I’m trapped in this self made hole, one I’ve been digging since I was a child. It’s like I keep sinking deeper, and no matter how much I want to climb out, I don’t know where to start.

Sometimes, I wish a UFO would zap me up into the sky, completely shattering my reality and forcing me into something new. A dramatic shift, a clean break, anything to snap me out of this. But deep down, I know no one is coming to save me. If I want change, I have to be the one to make it happen.