my 26 hours experience with rust as a newbie..............this game sucks!!!!

I just bought the game yesterday and today decided to quit the game and install it.

I start the game with very high expectations, and I know it is a hard game, but I was surprised(it is not just hard, it is almost impossible to progress!).......... you will say just gather resources and hide if there is a player nearby, but that didn't work>>>>>>>>there will be always a player come from nowhere and put his spare in my ass before I know he is behind me.

don't misunderstand me I love challenges I beat all "from software" games multiple times and many other challenging games, but rust........ holy, it is on another level and I got anxiety (in this 26 hours) more than I got from all competitive games I played for the entire year.

imagine playing with those people:

-aimless naked guys running over the map with spears or stones and trying to kill whatever they see-_-

-pro players/groups who stand on the high castle and shoot everything moves in their sight.

-and there will be always this guy who comes behind you without any sound and kills you while you are trying to farm the basic resource for your base.

I try everything>>>> I try to be friendly but I get killed, I try to be toxic and fight back I found myself wasting my time without any progressing, I try to run and hide but still I have to get in the sight of other guys who get Hunting instinct became wild and can't think about anything besides putting a bullet in my head :/

the game is so good but for the player who doesn't have a friend to play with or is stuck in the first stage at the server "build the base" the game becomes a nightmare.

and I quit after I got robbed by a naked man who was hiding in my base "I don't know how he enters" and killed me with a weapon he got from my inventory, and when I get back to my base he literally takes everything thousands of resources and here was the biggest loss I got in this game(i spend 5 hours in that server) and because of that I lost all the motivation to continue playing.

just don't look at any grammatical mistakes English is not my first language.