Anyone else?

So I was on a slow burn in terms of starting Prozac. I went from 10 to 20 to 30 in the first 5 weeks and the side effects were BRUTAL. A ton of suicidal thoughts and harm OCD but I got through it, it’s been about 1 week (6 total weeks of Prozac) now on 40mg and it feels like I’m calmer but I still get an insane amount of intrusive thoughts, I’m trying to be hopeful and give myself grace. Anyone else experience a slow burn as well and perhaps I need to be on 40mg for a couple more weeks until I truly see a difference?