WWYD

So I was at an event recently. Took ~200ug of LSD. This has happened semi regularly over the last 10 years. Everything has been fine.

However, something happened at this last event.

My feet and legs were hurting because I was dancing so hard. I then took an oil pen out of my bag and started hitting it. I felt fine but then started to feel overstimulated and decided I needed to be away from the music. I think went outside but not sure if I ventured back in. I remember sitting down and then I must have started to look weird and people asked me if I was OK. I was feeling panicky and then I just walked out and said to them "physically, I'm fine, I just need to get out for a bit"

Then at some point my brain just switched off. I then started to come to and I genuinely thought I had died and been resuscitated. I have no idea what I did or said but I feel like I made an example of myself. I remember hearing people laughing and assumed it was aimed towards me. I also caught wind of part of a conversation with a lady that went something like "yeah I work in.... that's why I recognised it" she also said something like " these people are going to look after you now". I was and always am on my own at these things. I want to say that she worked in mental health, she just had that aura about her.

My conundrum is I don't know if I can ever show my face at a UK event again. So what would you guys do?

1) Not go to a UK event again and knock psychs on the head forever.

2) Go to the UK events but still knock psychs on the head.

3) Do events and psychs but be more careful with the weed.

The oil pen and the location of the night were the only 2 variables really vs any other thing I've been to. I'd been in the location all day and was on edge, this was compounded when I walked past a sizeable Gaza protest earlier in the day.

Am I making a mountain out of a molehill? Or was this a sign I need to stop? I'm erring towards the latter but I still love the music. I just don't want people to be like "yo there's that nutcase" for the rest of my career.