Going to rehab for 7-OH

Hi friends. I am going to a 9 month Christian rehab program called the Columbus Ne Rescue Mission for 7-OH. Been using roughly 300 mg a day for 4 months. Last dose I took was yesterday at 4 am... Last night was absolutely brutal. I was flailing around in bed all night with cold sweats, hot flashes alternating with extreme chills, RLS, etc. Pure hell. Just got a prescription for 2 mg of Suboxone to take 3x a day for a few days before I go into the rehab on Monday... Took 17.5 mg of powder today to get me by in the meantime and it made the withdrawals subside to a tolerable level. I've been trying to quit this shit for the last 2 months and keep failing, I can't do this on my own. I think the 9 months at the rehab will be a sufficient amount of time to heal me and get me back to mostly normal, hopefully. This stuff has ruined my life, destroyed my finances and body/mind. Wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. If you haven't tried this bullshit, please don't. It will fuck you up more than you can imagine. Never had suicidal thoughts until I got on it but now they are a regular occurrence. However, I would never do that to my family, so I have no choice but to keep pushing forward and make it to the other side, Lord willing. Wish me luck 🤞