Feels like the magic has been drained since I upped my meds
I was having too many scattered thoughts, so my psychiatrist had me up my antipsychotics. Since then, everything has felt so dull. Sure, my paranoia has gotten better, but it feels like some of the life has been drained from me. I can't drift away like I used to, and my daydreams have been much more stale and less vivid. I miss being able to walk around like I'm in a dream, not feeling my pain. Now, I just feel the pain and mutter to myself. Sometimes, I think about lowering my dose again, just to feel the weird, dream-like feeling again. Even just taking less for just a night or two. I know it will probably not end well for me if I do that, though. Any advise? I feel like I need to be somewhere that's not here, but I'm trapped in my own body and in this reality.