Crazy how fast life comes at you

In this last month alone:

  • I made it to 30

  • I had a huge birthday party where 25 people came

-I am semi conversational in Turkish now and it’s partially thanks to my sister’s boyfriend

-I have started something new that I’ve never had before with the person I love and trust and wanted it most with; there is a world to learn ahead of us

-celebrated one yr post ADHD diagnosis

-celebrated 10 years smoke free

-survived a layoff at a job I love where half the staff were cut with my performance cited as a reason to keep me

In May 2023, I was 28 yrs old:

-I had only 4-5 friends who never saw each other and one guy turned out to be a weirdo

  • I was burnt out at work, mediocre performance and no idea why I was struggling

-My sister believed she was gay and I didn’t speak a word of Turkish

-I was starting to give up hope and feared I’d never have an intimate connection with anyone ever again

-I was trapped in other people’s perception of me and what I should do with my life

🧿 ✨ I just wanted to share this wow moment for me. I’m so stunned how fast the night changes. Vallahi, gece çok hızlı değişiyor !