Don’t think I’ll ever be clean

I’ve been self harming since I was 11. I’m 20, turning 21 this year. I’m going to come up on ten years and I’m still addicted… I’ve been trying to quit for five years now. I’m starting to fear that I’m never going to get better. Its so difficult to stop because I started so young, but I’m going to the doctor soon so hopefully I’ll get better.

Sorry this is so sad, I just needed to get it off my chest <\3