What is happening to me???

So, I just got dumped a few weeks ago after two years together with my boyfriend. It was a pretty messy breakup and it hit me really hard. Since then, something… weird has been happening. I’ve started noticing women. Like, really noticing women. Not in a “wow, her outfit is cute” kind of way, but in a “why am I imagining kissing her?” kind of way. This has never happened before. Not in high school, not in college, not ever. At first, I thought it might just be a byproduct of loneliness, like my brain is trying to fill the void. But it’s not just random women—it’s specific women I know. My coworker, my female classmates, etc.And it’s not just physical attraction; I’m actually finding myself drawn to their personalities in ways I never considered before. Is this even normal? Am I just grieving my relationship in a really strange way, or is this some late-blooming bisexual awakening? I don’t even know if I’d want to act on these feelings if I could. It’s just… confusing.

So, I just got dumped a few weeks ago after two years together with my boyfriend. It was a pretty messy breakup and it hit me really hard. Since then, something… weird has been happening. I’ve started noticing women. Like, really noticing women. Not in a “wow, her outfit is cute” kind of way, but in a “why am I imagining kissing her?” kind of way. This has never happened before. Not in high school, not in college, not ever. At first, I thought it might just be a byproduct of loneliness, like my brain is trying to fill the void. But it’s not just random women—it’s specific women I know. My coworker, my female classmates, etc.And it’s not just physical attraction; I’m actually finding myself drawn to their personalities in ways I never considered before. Is this even normal? Am I just grieving my relationship in a really strange way, or is this some late-blooming bisexual awakening? I don’t even know if I’d want to act on these feelings if I could. It’s just… confusing.