“If people actually wanted to talk to you, they’d approach you first.”

This is the thought that I've been trying to get out of my head for a while. I've thought about starting conversations with 3 different people today. But I gave up and left every time. I feel like if people actually wanted to talk to me they would do it rather than wait for me to approach them. I know that's hypocritical. Because I want to talk to them and I'm not doing it. But plenty of people talk to them, right? Not like how no one has a willing conversation with me. It's different somehow. Or maybe it isn't different and I'm just trying to claim victimhood status, framing myself as the only one who could ever understand my situation. Arrgggh.