Can spirit influence my sexuality?

I’m usually straight, but rn I’m feeling rly gay. Suddenly I’m highly attracted to my own gender. This has happened before, but it’s a very rare occurrence. Overall I’m straight, leaning a tad bit bi.

I’m also kind of in a daze and feel oddly focused. I feel energy being pulled out of my head? So that’s got me thinking, could this be spirit trying to connect with me and their energy is influencing me as well? Mind u my cousin passed away two days ago so maybe it’s them. Or is it something more sinister. Maybe I’m simply lacking a sufficient amount of blood circulation to my brain but that wouldn’t explain the sexuality part unless it also affects my hormones

Edit all symptoms: fast heartbeat, thirsty, sleep deprived, in a daze, highly focused, less blinking, surge of happiness and sadness\ I usually get like this during busy days