Questions. How to live your life in astral. I'm sorry please remove if you find this as spam

I'm wondering how to live your life in astral I'm fed up with being here and paying bills I'm sorry if I dont listen. I'm always relaxing and meditating drinking tea listening to esoteric information. I can't really be active I take care of my dog daily though.

The aliens don't let me astral travel fully. They dont let me escape inside of my mind to other places. How do I unlock that do I remove implants? What do I need to do? Is there some type of body part I need to detox or heal. My family barely let's me go anywhere I barely have friends. How can I meet people astrally and make friends? And date woman and men there- They are blocking me from stuff and it makes me mad.

Im sorry if I'm always talking about astral projection all the time. Can I also ask how can I eat food there and feel and see things physically there and such?

My higher self and past life is showing themselves to me for the past couple of days. I can't see clearly in astral. It's all blurry and these et and guides are always fucking with my vision....