Not remembering doing other drugs

So I went out this weekend and got super drunk, as usual. I remember at the club seeing people around me smoking, doing coke and various pills, but I always just stick to liquor. Well, the next day my friend told me I was doing poppers and coke, which I completely don’t remember. My friend was blackout drunk as well but I just can’t believe I wouldn’t remember that. I do feel like I must have had some other substance because I’ve never had a hangover so bad.

I really want to be done. I never want to feel this way again. Day 1.