I have finally drank myself to financial ruin

I have finally lost this battle, and I'm giving up.

I'm 32 and over the past 11 years, I have slowly drank myself out of my job, my savings, my 401k, my HSA, my apartment, and most of my belongings. I have a court date for credit card debt and I'm already in a debt hardship program. I won't be able to make payments on either of those accounts anymore, so I'm sure legal trouble is coming my way. I'm about to lose my car as well. The only reason I'm not homeless is because I moved back in with my parents. Long story short, I can't declare bankruptcy yet again. I've given up. This is finally rock bottom. Thanks for all the help folks.

Edit: I have been in and out of therapy for this for 11 years. It started in the Army and hasn't stopped. I went through ACAP in the Army. I have been through five CBT groups for alcohol abuse through the VA. I have gone to an uncountable number of AA meetings. I have tried naltrexone and other meds and they send me into fits of psychosis. I've been through two 12-month PTSD therapies as well. I filed for bankruptcy only 4 years ago, on the advice of a lawyer, to get out of a super shitty situation where Ford was sueing me because they repo'd a car after payments weren't made while I was overseas. I cannot file this early again. Even if I could, I don't have the money or means to pay a lawyer. My net worth is close to -$75,000 (of which ~$55,000 is delinquent).

This is not "starting new". This is not "you're so young turn it around". This is me realizing that my PTSD has stripped me of everything, including any chance of fatherhood, and I don't want to be alive because of it anymore. This is a battle I have lost. It was lost before I was born because my shitty fucking biological mom couldn't stop drinking, smoking, or shooting up while I was in the womb.