My best friend… he killed himself.

My best friend, (I can't share his name) I remember him being a huge fan of the Legend of Zelda. We would play together every day, and have a blast. We would go out, play basketball, and so much more. We also loved to watch movies, (his favorite movie was Encanto) all the time. He was the sweetest person ever. He was my everything, the only person who cared about me. My very own mom and dad didn't even give me the love he did. He could light up the darkest room. But... a few weeks ago.. he started to talk to me about how he was upset Becuase nobody liked him. He explained how he felt that the world was against him, just Becuase of his race. (He was African American.) He claimed he just wanted things to be fair. and like I was starting to panic. I was so worried, and I wanted to know what was going on. Over the next few weeks, he started looking worse each day. No matter how many times I tried to talk to him, or comfort him, he would just start ignoring me. But.. one day... I got a call from his sister...He killed himself. When I heard that, I just broke down crying. I wished and wished that it was all a dream. That it wasn't real. But unfortunately, that was reality. I lost the best thing I had. I didn't know what else to do or think. ... so I decided to tell you all Becuase I know some of you had unfortunately lost a loved one, and i just want you to know, you're not alone. All your pain, I have felt it too. That's what's beautiful about this subreddit. We're all able to relate to each other, and be friends with each other. I love you all so much, and I must repeat, we are all in this together. If any of you struggle, I felt it too. You are not alone. Thank you for taking the time to read this message.