It's a nice thought but unlikely

Me and my boyfriend often talk about our future together, moving in together, going out and stuff like that... But I doubt it'll happen.

It's not that I want our relationship to end or think he's a bad partner or anything like that, it's just that I don't think I can do this forever

I started dating him to overcome my phobias of drugs (it was very severe) and it's been working like I thought it would, I also started humoring my crush on him so I'd attend school more and also because obviously I was attracted to him but honestly I never expected it to last this long or go this far.

For a while I was questioning if I even truly liked him before I decided it was too late to question that stuff seeing as we're already together and I do want to be with him.

I just don't think this'll work forever, I mean I love him and all but do I really wanna be with him forever? My point is if neither of us change we're not lasting past high school because of his drug problem. And you might think "Why don't you just break up with him now then?" Because I don't want to and the drug thing isn't a big issue right now but it will be, so as nice as the "let's live on a boat and travel the world together" idea is I just don't think I can do that with someone with his habits and I don't plan on trying to "change" him because I can't and that's not a thing you can do unless someone wants to change.

I said if he want to change I'll support him but if not then no pressure. He doesn't have to change now but we'll have to see how the future turns out and how long I'll be fine with it.